I am a loner. I don’t like teams. I don’t like groups. I don’t like clubs or organised anything. People who know me fight with me about it: ‘Oh, but you are so sociable, you love company, honestly that’s complete rubbish!’. They have me wrong. I have vestigial manners and some reasonable chat- that is all. Those traits are not the same as being a ‘joiner’ or a ‘team player’.
This explains why I like running – although I might also like running for the physical metaphor of escaping from everything. My life is not hard, but like most people’s lives, it has been tricky at times -so running for me is a precious chance to think and escape. My runs are the times when no one talks to me, no one asks me for anything and I forget all the tedious chores and assignments and needy people, lurking like feral dogs, waiting to devour my day.
In addition to being a loner, I am very uncompetitive. I never compare myself to other people as I think it is a waste of time. I am happy when others achieve and am only really interested in how I am doing in relation to my own abilities -not to those of my peers. Competitions are not really my thing, but despite this, I do enrol for long distance/trail running races. The reason? Because I am female.
Being a woman is okay most of the time, apart from menstruation, pregnancy, childbirth, bridal clothing, bikini waxes and passive aggression. But one large disadvantage I find, being a woman, is feeling safe when I run alone. It’s so incredibly boring to run along a busy road in daylight, and yet, the moment I dive down a cattle track into barren countryside or pad along the soft curving paths of a dark pine forest, I start to imagine terrifying thoughts about being chopped into pieces and stowed in a suitcase. Which takes the shine off. ‘Oh you should find a running buddy or join a running club’ people say to me. Read the first sentence of this post again.
So, long distance running competitions are a compromise. Lots of kind people in Hi-Vis jackets hold up traffic, hand out glasses of water and sponges and clap encouragingly. There are other people running too, but they aren’t talking to me -which is perfect. They are for the most part team-players and competitive sorts, utterly focused on shattering whatever personal record/age-category-time they have as a goal, or reaching some collective brilliance to bring glory to their running club. Some of them are charming, some rude -the types who push and shove and look desperately towards the finish line with a mad light in their eyes. I have also seen men urinating down the legs of their shorts whilst running, desperate to lighten their bladders and shave a few seconds off their times. It’s all a tiny bit weird, but as long as they leave me alone, and I get to run through the fields without being murdered or chased by a nutter, then things are good.
Serious runners talk a lot about diet. Before these races there are usually groups of lean onesie-wearers, shovelling bananas down their throats and comparing shot sized bottles of nasty energy drinks which will propel them across the finish line. I don’t do that, as I loathe bananas and those drinks taste utterly revolting, but I do listen to the speedy skinnies when they talk about pre-race nutrition. Most of them advise lots of pasta for dinner the night before a race, and a jam sandwich on white bread for breakfast on the day – a good base of carbs which will keep supplying energy, but won’t upset stomachs. Pasta is a bit dull, and I can’t eat a huge amount of it without getting bored. Potatoes, on the other hand, I can do in huge heaps-especially when they are laced with Indian spices and wrapped in a crispy chick-pea flour pancake, and dipped in some sweet sticky mango chutney (for extra velocity). So this weekend, before a half marathon, I shall be feasting on potato and chickpea filled dosas. I might even have one for breakfast too. Here is the recipe:
Do The Distance Dosas
Real dosa pancakes should be made from a complicated fermented batter which is time consuming to make. These ones are not as lacy and beautiful as the proper thing -but they are easy, quick-to-make and delicious enough to stuff down quite a few. The dosa batter uses my beloved gram flour (the chickpea flour used to make onion bhajis) spiked with some naughty mustard seeds for texture and a bit of a kick
Do The Distance Dosas
Pancakes
250 gram flour
1 tablespoon mustard seeds
pinch salt
1 tsp bicarbonate of soda
1 pint cold water
Place the dry ingredients into a bowl and combine. Gradually add the water and stir with a fork to break up any lumps, set aside until needed.
Filling
1 can cooked chickpeas, rinsed and drained
250g potatoes, cooked peeled and cooled
1 teaspoon dried chilli flakes
1 reasonably weak green chilli, deseeded and chopped
3 medium sized tomatoes, skinned, deseeded and chopped
1 onion diced
2 cloves garlic minced
1 tsp curry powder
1 tsp honey
juice of one lemon
Heat some vegetable oil in a saucepan, add the curry powder and chilli flakes until they begin to smell delicious. Add the onion and garlic and cook for three minutes. Then add the potatoes, green chilli, chickpeas, tomatoes and honey and cook until the tomatoes have broken down and formed a thick sauce. Add the lemon juice, cook for another minute before seasoning with salt and pepper to taste.
When ready to eat, put a little vegetable oil into a frying pan and heat. Add a good spoonful of the batter to the pan, tilting it to cover the bottom. Cook until bubbles appear (just like any pancake) then flip over carefully and cook for a few seconds longer on the other side. Add the filling, while the dosa is in the pan and then wrap the edges of the dosa over and cook it gently on both sides. Remove from the pan using a large fish slice, and be careful as it’s all a little fragile. You should get about 6 decent sized dosas from this recipe. I can normally eat 3 -so adjust accordingly if you are feeding a crowd.
Serve with delicious mango chutney, a sharp fresh chutney made from finely diced onions, cucumber, tomato, chilli and coriander, spiked with lemon, or a cooling raitha made from plain yoghurt and chopped fresh mint.